My brother thinks he made me gay because when he was 15 he started #####ing me in the ass late at night. What he doesn't know is that our uncle had already been #####ing me and teaching me to suck #####. I was 10 years old. Now my brother can barely look at me, although I am out and happy with my life (mostly!). I can't tell him the truth without opening up a can of worms about my uncle, who is still alive. I feel bad, at the same time...maybe he played a part after all?