Every time I start getting clean or working towards it I realise there%u2019s no poont or no hope of getting a life. I%u2019m unemployable, unlovable, not attra tive, who will want a kid with someone over 35 now? Bisexuals are looked down on most of the LGBT community and I have no friends and no one likes me. Oh but I%u2019m so #####ing crap I can%u2019t even score heroin again. I%u2019ve been out of the loop for three months and lost my contacts. But I want to die so I need to find a contact again, enjoy for a while.
Point*. I%u2019m a loser I know. I tried changing that and failed. I want to die before I%u2019m 40 anyway so I just wanna score again.
Anonymous on 2018-02-13 at 08:40:40 EST.
These are just excuses to use again. Go to a twelve step meeting and you will meet new friends and people like you. And get a sponsor!
Anonymous on 2018-02-13 at 08:41:48 EST.
NO !!! WAIT for me ill buy a ticket on the first ill get a room for us we can save together if this is you know i love you and you are frigging amazing to me.... I can be there for you
Anonymous on 2018-02-13 at 10:06:56 EST.
We can make sure ur off the ##### drugs and ur dream life will return.... I will hold you and i want to hear all about your life... We can work towards something together....
Anonymous on 2018-02-13 at 10:08:37 EST.
But yes go to 12steps please... Call me again please..... I love you so much
Anonymous on 2018-02-13 at 10:10:03 EST.
I go to groups already, smart groups. While I like it and the people I%u2019m just feeling hopeless.
Anonymous on 2018-02-13 at 11:09:38 EST.
#3 I don%u2019t know who you are, I%u2019m really sorry. No money for tickets and for people I don%u2019t know.
Anonymous on 2018-02-13 at 11:10:27 EST.
Wait I read that as buy me the* But my i itials are LB, I doubt I am %u201Cthem%u201D. I do go to meetings. I goto support but nah I%u2019m 36 and my dreams are done.
Anonymous on 2018-02-13 at 11:11:32 EST.