I am a lesbian who has been assaulted before, but one of my biggest fantasies is to fantasy rape an woman or get her so drunk she cant remember ..both are f'd up and i am starting to feel like i am too. have any other lesbians out there had this fantasy? keep in mind i don't actually want to HURT them or traumatically put them through this i am talking about a roleplaying consensual activity in the bedroom. i am a perv i know this.